Sweets Ramble :)

Seriously, I am looking forward for a lonnnnnnng holiday. I really need a break from this boring life..OMG, i just said that...boring sangat sebab dah lama tak bekerja.. i need a career..please regain my momentum..sometimes i just couldn't get out from the house..laziness syndrome all over the place. I guess my husband pun rimas tengok i mcm nie. Then when i peeked into my closet i can't even think what to wear.. dahla badan mcm ballon..no spirit at all..my husband as usual..pakai apa pun cantik..no need to put on so much makeup..i suka mcm ni..(duhhh !!!!, i am a woman, used to like make-up, n pretty stuffs). Tergelak bila last week i melawa duduk kat rumah..when my husband balik he kinda surprised, "fuyyo....lawa jer ni nak p mana?" (nampak sangat la i dah lama x "melawa")

I guess i feel guilty depending too much on my husband on everything.. I am very sure he won't mind.. in fact i rasa i dah terlebih pampered by him..apa nak semua dapat..x dapat, i'll do the pouting thingy..teruk kan i ni ????? i'm the eldest in the family and i must say i am quite independentla albeit my dad pun jenis pamper kan anak2. but..after kahwin kan..semuanya my husband buat ..everyting..bills payment, car services, (ada satu dua kali dia asked me to hantar), even groceries shopping pun kena dia ada..so now kalau i nak beli apa2 pun must be accompanied by him... (tapi kan x best juga sbb now otak i x boleh nak buat decision..since my husband je yang decide semua) Yup, orang akan kata, ye la husband dia sure dia nak puji memanjang kan? but this is reality..he is such a great person in and out...i je kadang2 x tahu bersyukur... bad me.. So ni dah bahagian i , lelaki2 dalam hidup i semuanya sangat baik and highly responsible person except adik2 lelaki i yang sgt manja..semua nak kena my dad yang buat..but after all i love u both :) (u know who u are, in case terbaca this entry)

Oklah this entry is just a rambling of me being alone n bored...

with my bold n sexy man :)